Watch for a New Beginning starting April 2, 2012 here on JadedPhotography!! And this is not an April fools joke.
With new beginnings, there’s always going to people I leave behind no matter what the reason is.
My past is pretty….fucked up.
I may have been seen as a “player” by many, but in fact, I was totally clueless, introverted AND not confident when I was younger. Totally effing clueless. And I know I lost a good person whose initials are PM because he wanted something more that I couldn’t give him at that time. I’ve since found out that PM is engaged, and I wish him much good luck on the other side of Canada. There were other people who wanted something more from me but same thing – I just couldn’t do it. Looking back on it all is sad for me but no regrets. I had to leave because I wanted more from life.
There is also another person who was my BFF for a long time but I haven’t heard from her in about 10 years now. Her original initials are ML. I hope your recent birthday (March 16) was a good day to you and I hope (finally) you’re happy with your life.
I dealt with all of this by moving away to Victoria BC and eventually I made my way to Vancouver. And I haven’t look back until recently. Weird.
I decided to become much more extroverted and confident when I moved out West. Having said that, I forced myself to practice talking in front of friends, and gradually I got it down to a T. Things are still going strong and I’m off to start the career I’ve always wanted to do and that is Live Band Photographer and Freelance Writer (band show reviews, CD reviews, EP reviews, video reviews, etc.).
If either PM or ML contacted me, I would like that. My contact info page has been redone with my new business card. But I’m not waiting for it either.